Bravely Default

This game has made me so happy. It really has. I have been searching for forever looking for a game with as much adventure as this game portrays. Well, thanks to Square Enix, Bravely Default is the game that I have had the chance of playing and really enjoying as of late. Me and my boyfriend went and purchased it Saturday. We haven't been able to put the game down. The graphics are beautiful and the background music is amazing. Best of all the characters are amazing. You get the feel of each character. The acting of the characters in English is...pretty bad. I can handle all three of the other characters, but the person that acts as Agnes is just horrible. She has the same voice throughout the game. There isn't any emotion or anything in her voice. She had emotion one time, and that was when her friend Olivia died protecting her. Other than that though, she is stone cold and just horrible as a voice character. But, if you put the game in Japanese, you find that all the characters sound really good and the voice actors are doing a really good job. I just can't stand going through a sad scene and the character seems to not have any remorse or anything. Makes the character look really bad. Anyway though, this game is made real easy for every age. Though, I found myself having to move the difficulty settings from normal to easy. My boyfriend on the other hand, didn't move it and continues through the game challenging every monster that comes in his path. I have to applaud his efforts. I couldn't keep up with him on normal. It was just to difficult for me. I would rather hear the story than fight all day :). You can change the difficulty settings at anytime throughout the game, and also change the encounter rate of monsters. I found myself doing this as well. I put it to the point where I wouldn't encounter monsters at all. Why? Because sometimes my party is just really powerful and they can kill the monsters in no time. I'm usually trying to get somewhere, seeing that the game will take you back and forth to towns a lot.

After playing the game for a while, I have come to find myself loving Edea. She is just so cute. While I was siding towards Agnes through most of the game, I changed my mind after seeing how cold hearted Agnes was toward her fellow team mates and the people around her. Edea is a traitor to her people, and she is struggling to find out about all the wrong that her people have come to do. She has been fed lies about the vestal, and has come to see the truth of the world. Edea is quite funny and entertaining. She shows this strong sense of justice and also a strong sense of stubbornness. She is quite pretty and she looks good with a ton of the job classes that the game gives to you.

Agnes, the wind vestal, is  supposed to go and save the world. She is traveling the world with her fellow companions. She, at first, wanted to make the journey on her own. She cares about a lot of people and doesn't want to see anyone get hurt or have to suffer. She tries her best to make sure that the world is at peace, while also doing her job. Through the game, she has this sense about her that she wants to help everyone, but also get to the crystals and take care of her mission. When her friend, Olivia, died protecting her, she found herself changed, at least to me. She had went from this shy, warm-hearted person, to this mean and cold person that was only looking toward getting the crystals. She even started turning towards Edea, blaming her for Olivia's death because Edea was once on the bad side. The part that made me just so done with Agnes, was the part where they were in Hartschild, and the people were asking them for help. Pretty much begging them for their assistance, but Agnes wouldn't hear it. Even though they were in a war AGAINST the bad guys, she would not see to them. She said she was only going to get the crystal, and then after that they were leaving. She just pretty much left them up to their own fate. Then, they team came to learn that they had children captive, and she wouldn't move a muscle to help. Tiz was the one that stepped up and agreed to help, much to Agnes dismay. They rescued all of the children, and even went back to rescue the kid that was linked to fire vestal. Upon learning that he was linked to the fire vestal AND that he knew a way into the temple, Agnes wanted to talk to him and know everything that he had to know. She didn't even want to let him get any rest. I was like, this has got to be the most heartless person I have ever seen. A witch in sheep's clothing. Don't you agree?

Tiz had suffered a great loss. His hometown, and everyone that he ever knew was swallowed up by a big chasm. Tiz couldn't even save his brother, Til. When he met Agnes, she told him that restoring the crystals should make the hole go away, and so he took it upon himself to follow her upon her journey, wherever it may take them. He has followed her everywhere and made sure that no harm has come to her. Meeting new companions, he has seemed to find a family through them to me. The fact that he likes Agnes is brought up throughout the game by his friend Ringabell. Though, he tends to deny it, his face can't deny much. Him and Agnes, being so simple, kinda tends to make this game quite entertaining. Edea and Ringabell aren't quite as simple as they are, seeing that they are fancy and like to look nice and know quite a bit about things of the world, while Tiz and Agnes tend to only know things about the life that they have lived. They know nothing of the outside world.

Ringabell is more of the comic relief of the game. He goes on and on about girls and fashion. He has no memory of anything that happened in his past, and only has a book that tells the future to go off of. He uses the book throughout the game, to keep the team on track and help them when they don't know what to do in a situation. In the beginning of the game, he tends to use the book quite a lot. As the game progresses, however, we find him pulling the book out less and less.

That's the run through of the characters. The job classes on the game are amazing. The outfits that you wear with the different classes are amazing, and you find yourself sifting through many of the classes trying to make a good team. You can choose two classes, kinda. One class as your main class that you want to level up, and the sub class that you use when you need it. There are some very good combos that I have had the chance to try out myself. Getting all of the classes is a feat to be tried. I have gotten most of them, on my way to get the others.

These are just two of the classes that they have. I do believe, but im not quite sure that the one on the top is a vampire...maybe...I haven't gotten to that one. The one on the bottom is the thief though for sure. I for one want the ninja.

I plan on having Edea be my Ninja with a sub class of sword master or Spell master. I think that would be the best. The Sword master is also stuck on my mind too though, since they are very good at counter attacking. Like I said though, you have to try different things til you find something that works for you. I have found that the Ranger is a very good class to have with you. They take out a bunch of damage. They're literally the only people that you need on your team. Tiz is my Ranger, and he attacks first and gets to do things first as well, and always kills any monster in the first round of battle. So, do get you a ranger if you don't have one already.

Well, that's all that I have to tell about the game. You go around trying to save the world by cleansing the crystals. It might not sound like a good game, but this is a really good game that I haven't been able to put down since I got it. It's a very addicting game and if you haven't went and purchased it, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!?!?!?!?

Hana Yamata(manga)

This is a cool manga. I only was able to read the first chapter but from the first chapter, I can tell this would be a pretty cool manga. A girl that desperately wants to leave her world, and venture into the world of fairy tales. Pretty much, anywhere that isn't reality pretty much. Can you blame her though? Even I wish something as cool as a fairy dancing out of the sky would happen to me to spice up my boring life. Things in reality just aren't as cool as things in the fantasy world. Well, our main character, Naru, just loves fairy tales and just can't get enough of them. Everyone around her continues to tell her that she needs to get her head out of the books and start thinking about her future. Well, she had seen a fairy dancing in the night and thought that she was so beautiful and so amazing. She tried to tell her best friend about her, but of course she wouldn't believe her. So, when her friend leaves and leaves her with something to think about. Like the fact that she was doing something that she had wanted to do in life and Naru was stuck with nothing in life. Naru, walking home in thought, saw the fairy dancing again. Of course she did what any person would in her situation...she chased after her. The fairy said that she could take her to a better world, if she would only dance with her. What would you do? What do you dream of doing? Is reality enough for you? Reality isn't enough for me. Things in reality just aren't good enough. Why can't people here have powers? Why can't things be more interesting. All we end up doing is the same thing as everyone in life. Sure, other people that are more fortunate can buy better things and get better jobs, but in the end, were all just redoing the same cycle. Going to school to get an education, getting a job so that we can buy things and move out on our own, getting married and having children, dying when were old. That's the basic cycle that everyone continues to do. Naru decided to take it to extremes. She found an out. If only anime was really. If only people could fall in love as they do in these mangas. I wouldn't have to go to manga or anime to read about something so amazing such as love. I would be able to live it right here in my own life.

Keep Your Heart Closed (manga)(YURI)(MATURE)

This story was okay. It was more of a manga just to show that they do it, or whatever you want to call it. That's the one thing that they did the most of in this manga. They did tell how they met and it did keep me wanting to read. So as I was reading, I started coming towards the end...that's where things really got weird because I didn't quite comprehend anything that was going on at all. Everything was all crazy. They were talking abut a dolphin and things just got really wordy and confusing. Then all of a sudden they were saying that they loved each other. They are cousins to begin with and they have been together for a while. The dark haired girl just follows the other girl around pretty much, and just gives her pleasure when she wants it. While I was reading this manga, I couldn't understand exactly what they liked about each other, other than the pleasure that they gave to the other. It was weird. But I won't say not to read this manga. It's okay. There isn't really a plot in this book either. So I can't really tell much about it.

Unfaithful Woman (MATURE)(YURI)

This manga is about two girls, a school girl and a teacher. The title doesn't give any justice to the manga though. Why? Because the Manga is called Unfaithful Woman, yet the only thing that was unfaithful was the fact that sometimes the teacher thinks of her lover as another woman. That was the only thing that was unfaithful about this manga. The other thing that I want to acknowledge in this is the fact that the manga didn't really even tell us anything about how they met. Sure, they met on the roof, but what else. Where is the story. There wasn't a story. There were so many things that were out of this that I can't even tell you what this manga is about. The only thing that I know for sure is that they are in love with each other. There isn't a story and nothing to tell about their relationship. The teacher was crying on the roof and her lover never asked why or anything. It just happened. Was that a flashback, or was that the present time? Who wouldn't ask the person that they love what is wrong? Who wouldn't??? This manga is just a sex manga. That's all this is.

Saiteihen no Otoko(MATURE)

This book is rated mature, only for the fact that he sniffs panties and the fact of the matter that there is also a lot of blood and stuff of that matter. Not to also forget that sometimes they do tend to curse I believe. Well, anyway, I just finished reading this book. It was topped on the most popular list so I decided to see what it was that was so popular about this book. To tell you bluntly...there is nothing that piqued my interest, other than the fact that once I started reading I couldn't really stop because I had went to far into the book and didn't want to stop halfway into the book. There were so many things that I was left wondering. Like, where in the world did these crazy demon people even come from? My whole thing is this. In the beginning when he was talking to the Haruka imposter demon girl. She down right told him that she was a demon and even asked if he was still going to go with the plans. He agreed and upon agreeing, he pretty much brought his fate down upon himself. The main character, Murai, is such a lowly character. First of all, this book is about not becoming a scumbag loser. There are demons in this book that turn people from being scumbags into like better people I guess. That's the whole plot of the story in a nut shell right there. Not to become a scumbag is the main point, while the demons are just extra to the story to make things interesting. Well, in the end our character becomes a scumbag loser unknowingly pretty much. To me, I felt as though he felt as if he was a hero and was saving everyone from these demons that were walking the streets pretending to be people that they weren't. But in actually, he just turned into a scumbag. Is that a reason to go around killing people when they haven't really did anything? At least they didn't do anything that he could really prove to anyone. So he ended up killing people and even killing his dad. Slowly, but surely. Then, he woke up and everything was almost as if it was all just a figment of his imagination. Only to turn out that his dad had turned into one of those demon things. Murai, took it upon himself to save the woman that he was about to eat, only to be ridiculed and told that he was the lowest of low. Shows what anyone would do for love pretty much right?

The second thing about this book that made left me in wonder, and im sure that left everyone else in wonder as well was this one simple question: What are these demons? The book never tells us what they are or even who they are. It doesn't even tell where they came from. Also, it doesn't specify how they even operate. These demons are just there and just change people. HOW!?!?!?!? How do these things even happen? What is up with that!? This book was so stupid and I just can't believe that I wasted my time with this manga. Sigh...please don't read this book if you can help it. Though, if you don't believe me and think that this book sounds pretty interesting, go ahead and read it for yourself. Don't let me stop you. For those of you that don't want to waste your time dealing with lame books...I don't suggest reading this manga at all.

Hidden Meaning (Manga) MATURE

This manga is...very graphic. So this is definitely not for children. If you are reading this for the thrill of seeing something happen, then you have definitely come to the right place. In this manga It's about an office lady, and a writer. To be totally honest about this manga...I couldn't tell what the heck was going on. They were sitting there talking all professional like, then all of a sudden they started doing it while STILL talking all professional like. I was like whoa, already and this is only the second page pretty much. Anyway though, as I continue, things just continue to escalate until their fully doing it and everything. What is this manga about? A writer that keeps putting the office lady from real life into the stories. She asks to stop because she doesn't want anyone at the office to find out what they have between them. I didn't really get a name from the characters, and I also can't tell you anything about the characters other than the fact that there is a writer and office lady. The fact that I couldn't even tell if the writer was a girl or boy...that's pretty bad. I think it was a girl...but not entirely sure to be honest. If any of you reading this knows and decides to read this manga, comment and let me know what you think. There isn't really a plot in this story either. It's just a manga that wants to show two people doing it really. That's the whole plot of the story because everything else in the story is just down right pointless. I recommend this for those people that just want to see some action...but if your reading this to read about a love scene or something...go somewhere else.

Hajimete, Kanojo to. (YURI) MATURE

This manga was about two women. Sarina, the brown haired woman, and Sumi, the yellow haired woman. They are both in love, but they have a casual relationship. They don't have sex, and Sumi comes and goes when she pleases. Sarina is always at home by herself until Sumi decides that she will come back from where ever she has decided to go to. Sumi finally decides to take their relationship further and Sarina decides that she wants to go and travel the world with Sumi. 

That was the whole plot of the story. It was lacking points in the manga, but other than that, this manga was okay. It could have been better but I didn't really care for it that much to be honest. It wasn't very good. The art was very cute and things like that. It's just that they only gave a little information about how they met. It only really talked about Sumi, and not really much on Sarina. If your going to read this for the "sex" then you should go somewhere else. They only really showed them naked, nothing else really. The whole relationship thing didn't even fulfill my wanting to feel all lovey dovey over someone....Nope...I just felt as though I was reading a book. There was also the point that the characters didn't really fulfill the reader. You don't even remember them really after reading the story. So yeah, I don't really recommend this book to anyone really. 

Amai Himitsu (YURI) MATURE

This book is a one shot. It's about two girls that love each other and finger each other. That's pretty much the entire story. I do like reading yuri books and don't really read any yaoi books. If you would like for me to read some I will do just comment or let me know :)
Anyway about this book. I have pretty much said everything about the book. The whole plot of the book is that Nagisa is trying to figure out how she met Momoka. She struggles to remember until Momoka sees that it is really bothering Nagisa alot that she can't remember something so important. There really isn't a story to this manga at all. The plot is kinda lacking if you ask me. But if you just like seeing girls do it, then this is a story for you. I wouldn't really recommend this book. I was kinda bored just reading it...

Benkyou no Jikan (Manga)

There are three stories in this. I will do my best to give everyone an insight to everything that is included in the manga. The main character in this story is Matsumoto. She has three days til she has to take a make-up test and pass to high school. She decides to ask Ando, our guy main character, to tutor her so that she doesn't fail her test. Well, Ando isn't your normal good looking anime guy character that all the girls just fall in love with upon seeing him. Nope. Ando is emo looking and scares off all of the girls, until Matsumoto gives him a bit of hair advice. He turns from emo scary looking guy, into smoking hot guy overnight.

See the difference. Pretty hot right!? Well, anyway he continues trying to help her, but his dashing good lucks make it pretty much impossible for him to really help Matsumoto-san out. Well, Matsumoto, not wanting to be a burden, decides that it would be best if he just left her alone because she doesn't want him to be obligated to help her. Well, guess what? This is a love story so of course that's not the case with him and he ends up going right back to her. Why? Because he is sad that they might not be able to hang out. This manga was...okay if you ask me. The other stories in the book are way better than this one.

So, Stand By Me

So this story is about the two twins and the girl. It's kinda like all these stories usually end up, except the fact that I really liked this one. Though, the ending could have been better since the story just like ended. They gave a sense of the person that she decided that she was going to pick, but at the same time they never gave us a straight confession or anything. It just ended, leaving me kinda angry, upset, and wanting more. In the story, Sakumi, the girl, ends up falling in love with Souta, the older twin. Well, when they are older, Sakumi just can't understand why it seems that Souta is avoiding her and never hangs out with her. She always ends up having to hang out with Ryouta, the younger twin. Well, one day Sakumi and Ryouta go over to Ryouta's house and find that there is a girl there. Turns out to be Souta's girlfriend that he never told anyone about. Sakumi, of course can't understand it, but tries to go ahead and put forth the effort. To tell you the truth, Souta at this point seems like such a jerk to me. That's just me. The way he was like, I do like peppers. I don't have any clue what your talking about blah blah blah. I just made me want to go over there and punch his lights out and say shut up. If he didn't like them when he was younger and still didn't like them when he was older, what happened? What happened to have him all of a sudden just love hot and spicy things now? SUCH A MEAN PERSON!!! He probably knew that Sakumi was hurting inside. I'm sure that he could see that she was really hurt about the fact that she didn't know anything about this girl, and im sure that he knew her feelings for him. To do something like this is just cruel. Anyway though, Sakumi actually gets a chance to talk to Souta about everything. Souta pretty much tells her that he was trying to put distance between them so that she could go out with his younger brother because they seemed like a better match. Then he said that there was no way that he was leaving his girlfriend because he really liked her. Man. Poor Sakumi right. This story just made me feel all types of emotions because usually you would think that things would work out the regular manga love story way, but this story put a twist to things. But the thing about the end is the fact that we didn't get an ending. Would I recommend this book to people? Yes. But it's not that great of a book...

Green Days

This has to be the only best book in this manga. It has it's flaws and things like that but still. It's the best one of the stories that I have read so far. It gives a good ending, plot, and love story. Rui, the main girl character, and Akito, the main boy character meet by sheer chance in middle school, when she was shunned from all of the girls. Why? Because everyone was all over her for stealing Nana-chan's boyfriend and being a bad friend. Of course everyone believed the boyfriend instead of Rui. The boyfriend blamed her in front of everyone saying that she was trying to come on to him. Just goes to show that Rui didn't have a very good friend. To even be considered best friends is a straight joke to me. I can tell you right now that if my best friend was ever in that situation, or even if I was in that situation, I would believe my best friend before I ever believed my boyfriend. Of course I would hear both sides of the story. But still, I think I would know my best friend and know that she would never do something like that. But, you know how some girls and friends can be. Anyway though, she ends up befriending Akito, who was the only person that was nice to her ever. Then they went to a new highschool. TOGETHER! The odds of that happening, slim to a million for someone to actually want to go to the same place as you. It didn't put up any red flags to me, until like now while im sitting here writing about the book. I should have seen that he did it for love of course. Well, Rui meets a girl that becomes her best friend. Hiro, her friend, tells Rui that she likes Akito. When Hiro confesses to Akito, she is shot down. Well, Hiro doesn't want to lose another friend, and decides to hide her feelings about Akito. Akito continues to avoid Rui. Rui soon can't stands it and runs to meet Akito and tell him her feelings. I thought this was a very good and thought out story and gives you something to go for. It gave you the sense of anger for wanting her to tell her friend that she liked him when they were talking about everything. The story is totally recommended. I know I recommend a lot of things but I just really like this story a lot. It's a classic romance almost.

Elfen Lied (manga) and anime

Elfen Lied has to be one of the greatest anime I have ever seen and read. I only had to read it because I couldn't quite watch it because I wasn't old enough at that time. But, I got the chance to watch it and see the anime. :) Let me tell you, this is something that everyone must have the chance to see. The characters are usually naked sometimes. Most of the time through the anime. ;) I can tell you that reading the manga and watching the anime is pretty much the same effect. You don't get to hear the singing that she does, but I felt like while I was reading the manga, I was also watching the anime. That's just how great Elfen Lied is. It drags you in, and makes you want more. It is really gory, however, and wouldn't suggest if for people that don't have a good hardcore stomach that can take things like that, because Elfen Lied requires you to have a lot of things. Nyu, who is the kinder more innocent side of Lucy, her alternate self, is always with Kouta. She ended up on a beach after she escaped and lost all sense of knowing how to talk and everything of that concept. Kouta took her in and cares for her because she can't care for herself.

The coolest thing in this manga is that fact that Lucy has these cool powers. All the people that are like her has these powers, but the thing is that the hands that they have are invisible. Lucy has the most powerful hands and they can reach very very far, unlike most of the other characters. Lucy has continued to kill and kill more and more people. Why? Because they keep picking a fight with her. It's not like she just straight off kills them either. She always like does something that is going to make it to where they will leave her alone, like cut off a leg or arm, before she decides to go anymore. It's the fact of the matter that, no one ever picks a fight with someone their own size lol.
But why is Lucy so mean? Why does she not put up with anyone? Well, it probably has something to do with her childhood. Let me explain. See a regular childhood for everyone is going to school and enjoying hanging out with friends and being with other people right? Just being with people throughout the day is enough for some people. Well, Lucy would call that a miracle because she couldn't get the same things as we can. Instead, her childhood was much more harsh and crazy.
Lucy had her a cute little puppy at the orphanage that she was assigned to, since her parents left and abandoned her. She didn't tell anyone about the puppy because everyone was shunning her and she knew that if anyone was to find out about its existence that it would only end up getting hurt.

Well, Lucy was soon befriended by a girl. The girl told her that she would keep all of Lucy's secrets forever and never tell a soul. Well, of course that wasn't the case. Tomoo, the boys that were always bullying Lucy, found the dog thanks to the girl. He told the other boys to hold Lucy and he made her watch as he killed her puppy, Lucy's only friend. Lucy, of course, was out of control. She lost it and then found that she had powers. The arms that could help her beat up her classmates. What did she do? Well the only thing she could think to do. Kill them.

That's one dangerous girl. Wonder what the parents are going to say to that :/ Anyway though. Your kinda getting the gist of the show. The thing I found the craziest was the part when she was out with Kouta. Kouta found as when he was a kid. I feel sorry for him too. Probably not the one you would want to meet up with. But he befriended her slowly and she ended up falling in love with him. Kouta lied to Lucy, so as not to hurt her feelings, and said that he was going to a festival with one of his cousins. Kouta told her that it was a boy, so as not to hurt her feelings. But, it did the exact opposite when she saw him and his cousin at the festival together. Lucy ended up killing everyone at the festival except him. Kanae, Kouta's sister saw everything at the festival and tried to tell everyone what had happened, but no one would believe her stories of course because they sounded ridiculous. Well, Lucy was on the train and Kouta was mad at his sister for saying mean things about his friend Lucy. Well, Lucy(which she is being called Kaede. sorry for the short notice. I like her name Lucy though) decides that she doesn't like the fact that she is being mean and saying mean things and decides to handle it.

Pretty swell way of handling things if you ask me. She also killed the father swiftly after that. The only person that she didn't kill was Kouta, because he is her friend, and because I guess that it was an act of mercy. If you ask me though, seeing your sister die in front of you right after you have told her that you hate her for being mean and saying mean things about your friend is kinda harsh. Why? Because now that she is dead, there is no way that Kouta can take that back and he now has to live with the fact that his sister died and the last thing he said to her was that he pretty much hated her. Second thing though, the fact that in the end, if this was supposed to be some act of mercy...it kinda took the mercy out of EVERYTHING! Why? Because of the fact that she just killed his family pretty much and left him as the only survivor AND on top of that he was in a mental hospital for like 3 years pretty much. What do you think about that? But at least she left him alive right. Left him with no one but his best friend and no family. Right. If only everyone showed that kind of mercy this world would be such a better place....NOT!! That's not mercy...That's is just down right brutal. Though I guess to a kid, its okay.
Well. I haven't told much of everything about the show, but know that this show is well worth the watch. You have to see the ending and what all happens between Kouta and Lucy.

Ibitsu (manga)

Talk about a creepy book that will have you scared out of your mind, this would be one of those books. I have read a good amount of horror manga, but this has to be one of my fave. It's at least on the top ten things to read in the horror genre. So the whole deal is this, you find this lolita looking woman in the trash. The thing to do though is not try to help her or say anything to her. She asks one question to you and one question only. "DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?" Now. Everyone just sit and think about this question and answer it. Would you answer the woman in the trash? Would you tell her that you do or don't? Well, either answer would be bad of course. That's how she works. The only way to win and not be cursed by this trashy woman is to just walk away. Walk away and never answer her.


She came Kazuki is like scared out of his mind pretty much, since he has continued to see her and heard the rumors of an ancient legend about the lolita girl wanting to be his sister. Well while he was sleeping, just like any stalker lady, she came into his house and claimed him as her brother. Why? Because he was nice to her and she liked his kindness. According to that legend, he shall get a twisted death dealt by the hands of his lolita sister. How sweet! Well, she has a key to his apartment, so getting in to see him wouldn't be a problem at all anyway right :)
Anyway, Kazuki's real sister, Hikari, came to town or came over. She had went out to buy some groceries and Kazuki was hysterical asking her questions and told her to stay away from the apartment. She thought it was nothing but fun and games and of course went anyway. Though why she did, who knows...If my brother was hysterical and yelling at me like something was wrong...im pretty sure I wouldve ran 10 miles down the street or even ran and met up with my brother. That's what a regular person would have done. And then, if you hear things coming from inside the apartment, that's not an invitation to go inside. That's an invitation to get the heck out of there.

So she goes inside the apartment, making herself comfortable and everything, while im sure her poor brother is worried sick and trying to make his way over there as fast as he possibly can. Well the lolita girl is holding a knife, and she's just like whoa. Oh. Wait. Your cooking everything is cool. The lolita isn't saying anything to her, but she just feels that it is okay to just be cool and keep going about as if everything is okay. I don't understand how anyone would be comfortable standing in the same room as someone so filthy and scary as that woman. Just thinking about her is giving me the chills.
Well they decide to have dinner...which didn't turn out very well. Hikari ended up trying to chat, which didn't go very well because she just ended up pissing off the lolita lady. Well, that's when things started going down hill for Hikari. She couldn't get in touch with her brother from the phone, and the lolita was acting crazy!

Well. She was always crazy from the beginning so I guess all in all she was just acting her normal self lol. So this is when they start seeing the crazy things happen. The things that she do to herself, the things that she say, and the way she tries to hurt other people. I would have been screaming for my brother, even though that wouldn't have helped in the first place. It would have made me feel better, but probably made the entire situation worst.
So Hikari went back to stay with their mom. The next time she went to school, the lolita decided to go and get rid of her. Well...it was quite twisted and weird I can tell you that. This story is weird and twisted and just out of control on the scary, twisted, awesome scale right now. Im so into this kind of stuff! I was sitting shivering in the covers looking around the room. Then ran and turned on so many lights just to make sure that there was nothing in the halls or anywhere else. I didn't want some crazy lolita lady coming out of freaking no where and attacking me like she was attacking Hikari. Then I called my boyfriend, and told him that I was scared and to stay on the phone until I finished the book just in case something happened. I was that person. The one that couldn't stop reading because I just had to finish the book and see what happened at the end of the story, but also the person that was scared to death because I was reading the book at night. It's kinda even hard just to write this blog about this story, kinda getting scared just having to relive the whole story again lol. Now, everyone that is reading this I want you to stop and take a minute and listen for a second. Listen and look around at your surroundings. Your probably in your room reading this blog right now. Well...do you hear that? Do you hear that noise out in the hallway? That noise in the kitchen? Do you guys hear a noise? I do.

So Kazuki and some of his friends decided that they were going to go into this old worn out psych ward or whatever. Would any of you have decided to go into some old, abandoned place after knowing that there is some crazy person coming after you? I know I wouldn't do that. It's like you have a death wish or something. Well, Kazuki did anyway. She pretty much took all of his friends and isolated Kazuki. So now, Kazuki has to figure out a way to try to save himself because everyone else is already dead. What will our poor Kazuki do? He embraced her and said that she was the best sister ever. So she was of course the happiest of the happiest. But after that, she decided that of course she would treat him as her sibling did, and she locked him up in his room and made sure that everything that he did portrayed her as the kind and loving sister that she is, or there was punishment to be paid. She made it to where he would never leave her and then put him inside her doll. Who exactly is this lolita lady anyway? The world may never know right? Some things are just meant to be kept a secret from the world.

Anyone that reads this manga, will instantly become paranoid and worried about things that they here, see, and feel. You will become overwhelmed by fear, and not know exactly what to do. Everywhere you go, you will want someone to come with you. If you thought that you weren't afraid of the dark, think again. Your going to want to keep every light on in the house just to make sure that everything is okay. I am still scared out of my mind. This was one of those manga that I read and wanted to keep in the pile of never to read again, because I always get super paranoid and scared and don't want to hear things in the house because then I have to go and make sure that there is no one in the house. Of course, you have to take protection. Wouldn't want some lolita jumping out and killing you for no reason in the world.
Thank you for reading this section of my blog. I really appreciate it. And for all of you that are scared out of your mind. Just make sure that you keep one eye opened as you trek through your house and the outside area. She is always watching you...

Even now, it seems like this picture is moving closer and closer.

Zutto Suki datta Kuse ni (Manga)

This manga was really cool. Saki, the girl main character, is at school and gets called out by the teacher, Chikage. She soon realizes that he is none other than her childhood friend, and love, and tells him that she is no longer interested in him or what he has to say to her. But she get wrapped up in him and soon finds herself falling in love with hiim all over again, though to tell you the truth, it's not like she ever stopped loving him in the first place. That's the way that it seemed to me at least. She starts going out places with him and catches up to some of his old classmates. The woman tells Saki that it has been his dream to become a teacher and that him being out with her would only mess that up for him, so she pretty much needs to get her head in the game. If she loved him she would leave him alone. Of course this is weighing heavily on her mind, as it would weigh heavily on anyone's mind. Do you continue to love or leave him so that he can continue with his dream?

She is trying to figure out her feelings and understand what to do. I would be confused to if I was her though. Love is trifling matter sometimes, especially when things are running through your head of what if and negative thoughts do nothing but swirl around all the time doing nothing but torturing you until sooner or later it drives you insane.

Well, why not read this to find out what happens at the end of the book? There are other manga that go come with this story. But I really liked this one and it was the one that caught my eye the most so I figured why not tell about this story.

Bokura Ga Ita

Now for everyone that has watched this anime, im so sure that you shed a ton of tears the same way that I did...but the girl to me was kinda annoying...just a bit. But I really  loved the anime and everything that it had to offer. The story was very good and the romance through the anime was amazing. By the way, this is an anime and manga, I have only watched the anime though, for those of you that know nothing at all about this. This show will have you shedding so many tears, and then looking at your own relationship like why can't I get the same treatment. I swear you will be so into this anime that you will start losing yourself in this and get swept up in the characters. Nana is pretty much just like any other girl. She is so into him that she gets caught up in wanting to be with him and do everything with him. She get jealous and wants to know what is up with him and one of the girls at their school. She keeps pushing Yano to tell her, but he refuses and pretty much just tells her to leave it alone. Well it turns out that he was with her sister or something like that and was so in love with her, but she died and left him. Yano is heartbroken and tries not to get serious with anyone or get into any relationships really. Well, when he finally decides to go out with Nana, they prepare for this ride of love.

This trip, however, only ends in heartache for the both of them. I bet that neither one of them saw that coming. I for one didn't until I kept watching the show. Nana was always so happy with Yano and sometimes they seemed like the weirdest and most awkward couple, but they managed to keep things interesting. But with good times, also come bad times. Nana was getting quite jealous of the girl at school who Yano would always find himself doing things for, and would even drop his plans with Nana to go and tend to what she needed and make sure that everything was okay with her. He even almost had sex with her, but couldn't bring himself to do it because it just didn't feel right. Well, him and Nana had made plans to make love with each other...which ended in him not even showing up. He left Nana standing in the cold by herself crying, because he also didn't show up. His best friend went and got her and walked her home. To be honest, I totally thought it was Yano when I was watching, but when she looked up and saw him I was like no freaking way. I was so angry at Yano. I couldn't find it in my heart to forgive the things that he had done to Nana. It was like he didn't even care about her, but I knew that he did...I just couldn't bring myself to forgive him. I knew that she couldn't either. Just watching her stand there in the cold all tearie eyed and crying...It broke my heart and I too broke out into tears. What else is a girl to do right. Well, after having nothing but continuous problems, Yano comes to Nana and tells her that he is leaving. I believe he said that he was going to go to school somewhere else and said good-bye to her. The doors to the train closed and started moving. Nana was running after it, but there was only so far that she could run. I was so sad for Nana. Even though I didn't really like her that much, I wanted her to be with him more than anything. I really liked seeing them together and seeing her all happy and things...I watched this video that best suits this whole story. It's one of my favorite songs and I have watched the video at least a million times in a row because it is just that good. It will truly bring tears to your eyes and make you really sad but you just can't get the full effect of the show until you have watched the video.
Bokura Ga Ita AMV: What if it makes you sad?
This is a total must watch.
I have watched this show 2 times already haha. Everyone, if your reading this, you need to see this show. Your going to miss out on a very good anime if you don't!!! There's not much more that I can say about this anime really. Its just amazing and its a chic flic so I wouldn't recommend it for men. It's more for couples.

I can't tell you how many times I have felt the way that Nana has felt though. I think that at least everyone that has been in a relationship has wondered the same thing that Nana was wondering. Why? Everything was so perfect? I totally understand and I for one think that is why this is such a good anime because people can understand the character because she is just like any regular person with regular problems just like you and me. I can't begin to tell you how many times I wished things could just go back to being the happy days that came with being in a relationship...but as time goes by, those days seem to fly further and further away, until all of a sudden, it's nothing more than a dream. Then you wonder, what happened to forever? What happened to us?

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Now Im sure that many people have watched this and I know 100% hands down that this is a show that everyone must see no matter what. If you don't see this show...something is wrong with you...really. I have been fortunate enough to watch this beginning to end. Everyday me and my sisters would crowd around the tv screen watching to see what was going to happen. I do have to say that in the beginning of course I wasn't rooting for the bad guys. The bad guys were all just to ugly so of course I went with Katara...but soon after I started getting really tired of her being so lame and weak and just not helpful at all. I was like what the heck Katara...What are you doing. She was always trying to run around like she was all that but...in reality...she was just another one of those characters that just urked my nerves for some reason. Toph was pretty cool. I loved her through the entire show. She could do pretty much everything and couldn't even see. How awesome is that!!! The storyline in the show keeps you wanting to watch it for days. I was sad when it went off to tell you the truth because I was ready to see what would happen next time. The show to me didn't get really really REALLY good until the characters were older and more mature. Why? I will totally get to that in one minute.
So when they are older, they are a lot more mature. They look way better, and well...Zuko is just hot!!! I looked at him and said OMG HE IS SO FINE!!!! Come on now ladies. Tell me that's not what you were thinking. Then I looked at everyone else and said man, this is pretty cool. The older part of this show focuses mainly on love and things like that. It also brings everyone together too. That is something that the show had lacked in otherwise. Everyone knew that Katara would end up liking Aang, but they never showed any signs of things like that until they were older. Things were better, the attributes they used were better, and just the whole show in general was better. Zuko was the one person that changed tremendously.


How about that. You take a bald ugly guy with a scar and add a bit of hair and what do you get!? A sexy man with a scar. Every last girl fell in love with him im so sure. Especially the part where they were playing volleyball right!? That's one thing I was waiting for...AND MISSED!!! It happened so suddenly too. I was sitting there right in the front of the tv like I usually am watching Avatar when they started playing and having fun. Everyone was so anxious for Zuko to take off his shirt and as soon as he did and sparkles were flying and he was looking all sexy about to catch or hit the ball....a baby was in the screen...MY LITTLE SISTER WAS STANDING BETWEEN ME AND ZUKO WITHOUT A SHIRT!!!! I quickly pushed her out of the way of the tv so that me and the rest of my siblings wouldn't miss the one thing we had been waiting for....and we...missed...it all....I wanted to cry. Everyone was upset...but none as upset as I was about missing that scene...But we got another chance to see it because there was a repeat. And guess what!? Our dream was about to come true. We were only seconds away from seeing him sparkle without a shirt when....THE BABY WAS BACK IN FRONT OF THE SCREEN!!! We pushed her out of the way desperate not to miss this scene again...only to find out that we had missed it...AGAIN!!! We were in tears and didn't want to finish watching the episode that we had already watched knowing that we had once again missed our only chance at seeing that scene. Tears of defeat went down our face as we walked out of the room...We never got the chance to see that episode again...sure...we could have seen it on youtube or something. But it wouldn't have been the same. Everyone came to school talking about that one part of the show...the one part that we never got the chance to see and fall over all girly like...sigh....

Look at how AWESOME that is...sigh...why me. Anyway though. I totally recommend this, just as anyone in their right mind would. Its something that will keep you wanting more everytime you see it and keep you in front of the tv for sure. If your ready for the fun and awesome things this show will have you doing, such as trying to do the poses and pretending that you can waterbend as everyone else on the show and shoot fire from your hands, then totally watch this and just go out and have fun.

2 Dome no Koi wa Usotsuki (Manga)

This book is a really romantic book. I couldn't put the book down out of my hands. The main character, Sumi, has loved Natsuki for years. But this is an unrequited love and now she has spent all of her good years pining over him. Well, one day at a cafe, she runs into him. Of course she is super surprised and is all over the place with everything. Natsuki, however, announces to her that he is soon to be wed.


Now she is stuck in front of the guy that she has loved for so long, and can't escape what is happening to her. Her heart is breaking and she can't do anything about it. But Natsuki's younger brother, Satsuki tells his brother that Sumi and him are going out. His brother is quite surprised. Anyway though. You should really read the book and feel all the romance flow through your body the way that I did.
     Let me tell you about what I thought about this book though. I didn't like the fact that he flaunted his getting married in front of her. Im pretty sure that he knew that she had loved him for all those years and had been waiting for him to come to her. And then he decides to break her heart!? Why? Why would he do that to someone as sweet and loving as she is. Someone that has cared that much about a person? Men sometimes...they can do the cruelest thing to a person, and not even care.

1.8m² no Himegoto (Manga)

This book....Is a total waste of time. It's about a girl who has a boyfriend and is hiding in his closet listening to her boyfriend and his best friend talk.
   First of all...she is freaking weird hiding in the closet the entire book. The entire book im reading and im like when is she going to get out of the freaking closet!! When she finally does get out of the closet, she decides who she likes the most. I'm like what the heck!!! This book is a total waste of anyone's time that decides to read this thing. Like if you want to read a conversation between two people....you should just go find something better to do with your life because obviously you have nothing better to do. I just can't believe it took her the entire time in that closet to realize that she liked her boyfriend's best friend...really. What the heck....Sigh...I love reading manga...but I refuse to ever recommend this book to anyone.

Eden of the East

Talk about a good show!! This was very weird, funny, and crazy! It took you on so many roller coasters it was crazy! So let me tell you! This show is about a girl, Saki, and a boy, Akira. Saki is visiting the White house one day when she tries to take this picture and gets into trouble. How does she get out of trouble? The craziest thing happens. A naked boy comes out of the bushes with nothing more than a gun and a phone in his hand. Of course the police left her alone and started bothering with him. He has no memories what so ever and he saves Saki from a lot of trouble.


The BEST thing about this show has to be the fact most of the people in this show that you will see are naked and the scribbles are like hilarious lol. It can't get any better than that really. Anyway though, so they escape the police and have nothing else to worry about. He goes back to this apartment which has a ton of guns and things of the sort. He puts on some clothes and him and Saki pretty much separate. Eventually they find themselves back together again. All of Saki's friends are trying to find out who this mysterious man is and why he is linked to the missiles that rained down on Japan, but had no casualties. Akira is also trying to figure this out himself, seeing that he can't remember anything about the past and what happened back then at that time. All he has to go on is his gut and figure things out for himself. He has a mall where he resides and takes Saki. They find a ton of phones and things in there and start to wonder and question Akira about these things. But they also have other problems to deal with as well. There are the problems of finding the person who is snipping off everyone's dick. Of course no one goes looking for this person, until it becomes personal. One of Saki's friends was kidnapped by her and they wonder what is going on. So everyone starts looking. Of course Akira can find her. They find the place where she is hiding out and her friend is sniveling and crying because he doesn't want his manhood taken away from him.


She could kill men with those looks, how about that. With looks as good as hers, she could stop any man in their tracks. I think that's pretty cool. Wish I could be as cool as her. She has to be my favorite character in this entire show to tell you the truth. The fact that she is just so pretty. Knows how a woman feels sometimes, and even can fly. What more could you ask for from a woman right!?

Anyway, soon, the people that had disappeared all those years ago due to the missiles and explosions and stuff were soon found. A boat arrived and they all found themselves in the mall where Akira stays. Akira soon remembers what happened all those years ago. He saved all these people from dying in that explosion by sending them away to a safe place. The thing is though, they come back butt naked and have nothing to cover themselves. They haven't even seen women in a really long time. They haven't seen much of anything for quite a long time actually. Which makes this the funniest scene in the entire show.


That's pretty much the gist of the entire show. Pretty funny in most spots. I really recommend this show to everyone. If you don't see it, something is terribly wrong with you and you have been deprived of your childhood. Who wouldn't want to sit around looking at scribbles on people's man parts and things of the sort. It just makes everything so funny. Especially seeing all those naked men pile out into the mall. It's funny, yet serious enough to keep the story on track and moving progressively to the main point of the whole entire story. 

Angel Beats!

Angel Beats! was pretty cool. It took me a little while to actually get into it, since to me it seemed like nothing more than some crazy anime. But after a while of not being able to find anything on tv, I decided to actually just bite the bullet and sit down and watch this show. It was pretty okay if you ask me. I have seen way better than this show but, since I watched it im going to tell about it. So this show is about a group of people that have died and haven't gone to heaven for a reason. They sit around and fight this girl they call Angel, though her real name is Kanade.


Otonashi, our main main character, has no memory of his past and struggles to find out what happened to him to make him die. The SSS group, which the characters name themselves, continue to fight and fight with Kanade. After a while, however, Otonashi soon goes and comes to befriend Angel. He soon finds himself falling in love with her. Due to him falling in love, monsters come and start devouring anyone that is there to reset itself because love isn't supposed to exist in that world. Kanade and Otonashi struggle to send everyone to heaven so that they can pass on and not be eaten by the monsters. Soon, the only people that are left in the story are Kanade and Otonashi. Kanade tells him that she is really happy that he gave her his heart. I think that for one is really sweet and cool...but also a little weird. Just a little bit but what can you say right. Anyway though, Otonashi is the one left behind after that to save anyone else that is to go to that world. He is left there to get everyone to heaven.


To tell the truth. I would only watch this on the most boring of days. Sure, it had its good points. Sure, everyone should watch it. But they should watch it eventually. Maybe this sounds like a cool thing for those of you that are into things like this, but it just didn't catch my attention as I thought it would have. To me, the best part of the show was the singing from the band they had formed. That was the coolest thing in the world to me. The song was amazing and just made you want to sing it over and over again!