Amai Himitsu (YURI) MATURE

This book is a one shot. It's about two girls that love each other and finger each other. That's pretty much the entire story. I do like reading yuri books and don't really read any yaoi books. If you would like for me to read some I will do just comment or let me know :)
Anyway about this book. I have pretty much said everything about the book. The whole plot of the book is that Nagisa is trying to figure out how she met Momoka. She struggles to remember until Momoka sees that it is really bothering Nagisa alot that she can't remember something so important. There really isn't a story to this manga at all. The plot is kinda lacking if you ask me. But if you just like seeing girls do it, then this is a story for you. I wouldn't really recommend this book. I was kinda bored just reading it...

Benkyou no Jikan (Manga)

There are three stories in this. I will do my best to give everyone an insight to everything that is included in the manga. The main character in this story is Matsumoto. She has three days til she has to take a make-up test and pass to high school. She decides to ask Ando, our guy main character, to tutor her so that she doesn't fail her test. Well, Ando isn't your normal good looking anime guy character that all the girls just fall in love with upon seeing him. Nope. Ando is emo looking and scares off all of the girls, until Matsumoto gives him a bit of hair advice. He turns from emo scary looking guy, into smoking hot guy overnight.

See the difference. Pretty hot right!? Well, anyway he continues trying to help her, but his dashing good lucks make it pretty much impossible for him to really help Matsumoto-san out. Well, Matsumoto, not wanting to be a burden, decides that it would be best if he just left her alone because she doesn't want him to be obligated to help her. Well, guess what? This is a love story so of course that's not the case with him and he ends up going right back to her. Why? Because he is sad that they might not be able to hang out. This manga was...okay if you ask me. The other stories in the book are way better than this one.

So, Stand By Me

So this story is about the two twins and the girl. It's kinda like all these stories usually end up, except the fact that I really liked this one. Though, the ending could have been better since the story just like ended. They gave a sense of the person that she decided that she was going to pick, but at the same time they never gave us a straight confession or anything. It just ended, leaving me kinda angry, upset, and wanting more. In the story, Sakumi, the girl, ends up falling in love with Souta, the older twin. Well, when they are older, Sakumi just can't understand why it seems that Souta is avoiding her and never hangs out with her. She always ends up having to hang out with Ryouta, the younger twin. Well, one day Sakumi and Ryouta go over to Ryouta's house and find that there is a girl there. Turns out to be Souta's girlfriend that he never told anyone about. Sakumi, of course can't understand it, but tries to go ahead and put forth the effort. To tell you the truth, Souta at this point seems like such a jerk to me. That's just me. The way he was like, I do like peppers. I don't have any clue what your talking about blah blah blah. I just made me want to go over there and punch his lights out and say shut up. If he didn't like them when he was younger and still didn't like them when he was older, what happened? What happened to have him all of a sudden just love hot and spicy things now? SUCH A MEAN PERSON!!! He probably knew that Sakumi was hurting inside. I'm sure that he could see that she was really hurt about the fact that she didn't know anything about this girl, and im sure that he knew her feelings for him. To do something like this is just cruel. Anyway though, Sakumi actually gets a chance to talk to Souta about everything. Souta pretty much tells her that he was trying to put distance between them so that she could go out with his younger brother because they seemed like a better match. Then he said that there was no way that he was leaving his girlfriend because he really liked her. Man. Poor Sakumi right. This story just made me feel all types of emotions because usually you would think that things would work out the regular manga love story way, but this story put a twist to things. But the thing about the end is the fact that we didn't get an ending. Would I recommend this book to people? Yes. But it's not that great of a book...

Green Days

This has to be the only best book in this manga. It has it's flaws and things like that but still. It's the best one of the stories that I have read so far. It gives a good ending, plot, and love story. Rui, the main girl character, and Akito, the main boy character meet by sheer chance in middle school, when she was shunned from all of the girls. Why? Because everyone was all over her for stealing Nana-chan's boyfriend and being a bad friend. Of course everyone believed the boyfriend instead of Rui. The boyfriend blamed her in front of everyone saying that she was trying to come on to him. Just goes to show that Rui didn't have a very good friend. To even be considered best friends is a straight joke to me. I can tell you right now that if my best friend was ever in that situation, or even if I was in that situation, I would believe my best friend before I ever believed my boyfriend. Of course I would hear both sides of the story. But still, I think I would know my best friend and know that she would never do something like that. But, you know how some girls and friends can be. Anyway though, she ends up befriending Akito, who was the only person that was nice to her ever. Then they went to a new highschool. TOGETHER! The odds of that happening, slim to a million for someone to actually want to go to the same place as you. It didn't put up any red flags to me, until like now while im sitting here writing about the book. I should have seen that he did it for love of course. Well, Rui meets a girl that becomes her best friend. Hiro, her friend, tells Rui that she likes Akito. When Hiro confesses to Akito, she is shot down. Well, Hiro doesn't want to lose another friend, and decides to hide her feelings about Akito. Akito continues to avoid Rui. Rui soon can't stands it and runs to meet Akito and tell him her feelings. I thought this was a very good and thought out story and gives you something to go for. It gave you the sense of anger for wanting her to tell her friend that she liked him when they were talking about everything. The story is totally recommended. I know I recommend a lot of things but I just really like this story a lot. It's a classic romance almost.

Elfen Lied (manga) and anime

Elfen Lied has to be one of the greatest anime I have ever seen and read. I only had to read it because I couldn't quite watch it because I wasn't old enough at that time. But, I got the chance to watch it and see the anime. :) Let me tell you, this is something that everyone must have the chance to see. The characters are usually naked sometimes. Most of the time through the anime. ;) I can tell you that reading the manga and watching the anime is pretty much the same effect. You don't get to hear the singing that she does, but I felt like while I was reading the manga, I was also watching the anime. That's just how great Elfen Lied is. It drags you in, and makes you want more. It is really gory, however, and wouldn't suggest if for people that don't have a good hardcore stomach that can take things like that, because Elfen Lied requires you to have a lot of things. Nyu, who is the kinder more innocent side of Lucy, her alternate self, is always with Kouta. She ended up on a beach after she escaped and lost all sense of knowing how to talk and everything of that concept. Kouta took her in and cares for her because she can't care for herself.

The coolest thing in this manga is that fact that Lucy has these cool powers. All the people that are like her has these powers, but the thing is that the hands that they have are invisible. Lucy has the most powerful hands and they can reach very very far, unlike most of the other characters. Lucy has continued to kill and kill more and more people. Why? Because they keep picking a fight with her. It's not like she just straight off kills them either. She always like does something that is going to make it to where they will leave her alone, like cut off a leg or arm, before she decides to go anymore. It's the fact of the matter that, no one ever picks a fight with someone their own size lol.
But why is Lucy so mean? Why does she not put up with anyone? Well, it probably has something to do with her childhood. Let me explain. See a regular childhood for everyone is going to school and enjoying hanging out with friends and being with other people right? Just being with people throughout the day is enough for some people. Well, Lucy would call that a miracle because she couldn't get the same things as we can. Instead, her childhood was much more harsh and crazy.
Lucy had her a cute little puppy at the orphanage that she was assigned to, since her parents left and abandoned her. She didn't tell anyone about the puppy because everyone was shunning her and she knew that if anyone was to find out about its existence that it would only end up getting hurt.

Well, Lucy was soon befriended by a girl. The girl told her that she would keep all of Lucy's secrets forever and never tell a soul. Well, of course that wasn't the case. Tomoo, the boys that were always bullying Lucy, found the dog thanks to the girl. He told the other boys to hold Lucy and he made her watch as he killed her puppy, Lucy's only friend. Lucy, of course, was out of control. She lost it and then found that she had powers. The arms that could help her beat up her classmates. What did she do? Well the only thing she could think to do. Kill them.

That's one dangerous girl. Wonder what the parents are going to say to that :/ Anyway though. Your kinda getting the gist of the show. The thing I found the craziest was the part when she was out with Kouta. Kouta found as when he was a kid. I feel sorry for him too. Probably not the one you would want to meet up with. But he befriended her slowly and she ended up falling in love with him. Kouta lied to Lucy, so as not to hurt her feelings, and said that he was going to a festival with one of his cousins. Kouta told her that it was a boy, so as not to hurt her feelings. But, it did the exact opposite when she saw him and his cousin at the festival together. Lucy ended up killing everyone at the festival except him. Kanae, Kouta's sister saw everything at the festival and tried to tell everyone what had happened, but no one would believe her stories of course because they sounded ridiculous. Well, Lucy was on the train and Kouta was mad at his sister for saying mean things about his friend Lucy. Well, Lucy(which she is being called Kaede. sorry for the short notice. I like her name Lucy though) decides that she doesn't like the fact that she is being mean and saying mean things and decides to handle it.

Pretty swell way of handling things if you ask me. She also killed the father swiftly after that. The only person that she didn't kill was Kouta, because he is her friend, and because I guess that it was an act of mercy. If you ask me though, seeing your sister die in front of you right after you have told her that you hate her for being mean and saying mean things about your friend is kinda harsh. Why? Because now that she is dead, there is no way that Kouta can take that back and he now has to live with the fact that his sister died and the last thing he said to her was that he pretty much hated her. Second thing though, the fact that in the end, if this was supposed to be some act of mercy...it kinda took the mercy out of EVERYTHING! Why? Because of the fact that she just killed his family pretty much and left him as the only survivor AND on top of that he was in a mental hospital for like 3 years pretty much. What do you think about that? But at least she left him alive right. Left him with no one but his best friend and no family. Right. If only everyone showed that kind of mercy this world would be such a better place....NOT!! That's not mercy...That's is just down right brutal. Though I guess to a kid, its okay.
Well. I haven't told much of everything about the show, but know that this show is well worth the watch. You have to see the ending and what all happens between Kouta and Lucy.

Ibitsu (manga)

Talk about a creepy book that will have you scared out of your mind, this would be one of those books. I have read a good amount of horror manga, but this has to be one of my fave. It's at least on the top ten things to read in the horror genre. So the whole deal is this, you find this lolita looking woman in the trash. The thing to do though is not try to help her or say anything to her. She asks one question to you and one question only. "DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?" Now. Everyone just sit and think about this question and answer it. Would you answer the woman in the trash? Would you tell her that you do or don't? Well, either answer would be bad of course. That's how she works. The only way to win and not be cursed by this trashy woman is to just walk away. Walk away and never answer her.


She came Kazuki is like scared out of his mind pretty much, since he has continued to see her and heard the rumors of an ancient legend about the lolita girl wanting to be his sister. Well while he was sleeping, just like any stalker lady, she came into his house and claimed him as her brother. Why? Because he was nice to her and she liked his kindness. According to that legend, he shall get a twisted death dealt by the hands of his lolita sister. How sweet! Well, she has a key to his apartment, so getting in to see him wouldn't be a problem at all anyway right :)
Anyway, Kazuki's real sister, Hikari, came to town or came over. She had went out to buy some groceries and Kazuki was hysterical asking her questions and told her to stay away from the apartment. She thought it was nothing but fun and games and of course went anyway. Though why she did, who knows...If my brother was hysterical and yelling at me like something was wrong...im pretty sure I wouldve ran 10 miles down the street or even ran and met up with my brother. That's what a regular person would have done. And then, if you hear things coming from inside the apartment, that's not an invitation to go inside. That's an invitation to get the heck out of there.

So she goes inside the apartment, making herself comfortable and everything, while im sure her poor brother is worried sick and trying to make his way over there as fast as he possibly can. Well the lolita girl is holding a knife, and she's just like whoa. Oh. Wait. Your cooking everything is cool. The lolita isn't saying anything to her, but she just feels that it is okay to just be cool and keep going about as if everything is okay. I don't understand how anyone would be comfortable standing in the same room as someone so filthy and scary as that woman. Just thinking about her is giving me the chills.
Well they decide to have dinner...which didn't turn out very well. Hikari ended up trying to chat, which didn't go very well because she just ended up pissing off the lolita lady. Well, that's when things started going down hill for Hikari. She couldn't get in touch with her brother from the phone, and the lolita was acting crazy!

Well. She was always crazy from the beginning so I guess all in all she was just acting her normal self lol. So this is when they start seeing the crazy things happen. The things that she do to herself, the things that she say, and the way she tries to hurt other people. I would have been screaming for my brother, even though that wouldn't have helped in the first place. It would have made me feel better, but probably made the entire situation worst.
So Hikari went back to stay with their mom. The next time she went to school, the lolita decided to go and get rid of her. Well...it was quite twisted and weird I can tell you that. This story is weird and twisted and just out of control on the scary, twisted, awesome scale right now. Im so into this kind of stuff! I was sitting shivering in the covers looking around the room. Then ran and turned on so many lights just to make sure that there was nothing in the halls or anywhere else. I didn't want some crazy lolita lady coming out of freaking no where and attacking me like she was attacking Hikari. Then I called my boyfriend, and told him that I was scared and to stay on the phone until I finished the book just in case something happened. I was that person. The one that couldn't stop reading because I just had to finish the book and see what happened at the end of the story, but also the person that was scared to death because I was reading the book at night. It's kinda even hard just to write this blog about this story, kinda getting scared just having to relive the whole story again lol. Now, everyone that is reading this I want you to stop and take a minute and listen for a second. Listen and look around at your surroundings. Your probably in your room reading this blog right now. Well...do you hear that? Do you hear that noise out in the hallway? That noise in the kitchen? Do you guys hear a noise? I do.

So Kazuki and some of his friends decided that they were going to go into this old worn out psych ward or whatever. Would any of you have decided to go into some old, abandoned place after knowing that there is some crazy person coming after you? I know I wouldn't do that. It's like you have a death wish or something. Well, Kazuki did anyway. She pretty much took all of his friends and isolated Kazuki. So now, Kazuki has to figure out a way to try to save himself because everyone else is already dead. What will our poor Kazuki do? He embraced her and said that she was the best sister ever. So she was of course the happiest of the happiest. But after that, she decided that of course she would treat him as her sibling did, and she locked him up in his room and made sure that everything that he did portrayed her as the kind and loving sister that she is, or there was punishment to be paid. She made it to where he would never leave her and then put him inside her doll. Who exactly is this lolita lady anyway? The world may never know right? Some things are just meant to be kept a secret from the world.

Anyone that reads this manga, will instantly become paranoid and worried about things that they here, see, and feel. You will become overwhelmed by fear, and not know exactly what to do. Everywhere you go, you will want someone to come with you. If you thought that you weren't afraid of the dark, think again. Your going to want to keep every light on in the house just to make sure that everything is okay. I am still scared out of my mind. This was one of those manga that I read and wanted to keep in the pile of never to read again, because I always get super paranoid and scared and don't want to hear things in the house because then I have to go and make sure that there is no one in the house. Of course, you have to take protection. Wouldn't want some lolita jumping out and killing you for no reason in the world.
Thank you for reading this section of my blog. I really appreciate it. And for all of you that are scared out of your mind. Just make sure that you keep one eye opened as you trek through your house and the outside area. She is always watching you...

Even now, it seems like this picture is moving closer and closer.

Zutto Suki datta Kuse ni (Manga)

This manga was really cool. Saki, the girl main character, is at school and gets called out by the teacher, Chikage. She soon realizes that he is none other than her childhood friend, and love, and tells him that she is no longer interested in him or what he has to say to her. But she get wrapped up in him and soon finds herself falling in love with hiim all over again, though to tell you the truth, it's not like she ever stopped loving him in the first place. That's the way that it seemed to me at least. She starts going out places with him and catches up to some of his old classmates. The woman tells Saki that it has been his dream to become a teacher and that him being out with her would only mess that up for him, so she pretty much needs to get her head in the game. If she loved him she would leave him alone. Of course this is weighing heavily on her mind, as it would weigh heavily on anyone's mind. Do you continue to love or leave him so that he can continue with his dream?

She is trying to figure out her feelings and understand what to do. I would be confused to if I was her though. Love is trifling matter sometimes, especially when things are running through your head of what if and negative thoughts do nothing but swirl around all the time doing nothing but torturing you until sooner or later it drives you insane.

Well, why not read this to find out what happens at the end of the book? There are other manga that go come with this story. But I really liked this one and it was the one that caught my eye the most so I figured why not tell about this story.

Bokura Ga Ita

Now for everyone that has watched this anime, im so sure that you shed a ton of tears the same way that I did...but the girl to me was kinda annoying...just a bit. But I really  loved the anime and everything that it had to offer. The story was very good and the romance through the anime was amazing. By the way, this is an anime and manga, I have only watched the anime though, for those of you that know nothing at all about this. This show will have you shedding so many tears, and then looking at your own relationship like why can't I get the same treatment. I swear you will be so into this anime that you will start losing yourself in this and get swept up in the characters. Nana is pretty much just like any other girl. She is so into him that she gets caught up in wanting to be with him and do everything with him. She get jealous and wants to know what is up with him and one of the girls at their school. She keeps pushing Yano to tell her, but he refuses and pretty much just tells her to leave it alone. Well it turns out that he was with her sister or something like that and was so in love with her, but she died and left him. Yano is heartbroken and tries not to get serious with anyone or get into any relationships really. Well, when he finally decides to go out with Nana, they prepare for this ride of love.

This trip, however, only ends in heartache for the both of them. I bet that neither one of them saw that coming. I for one didn't until I kept watching the show. Nana was always so happy with Yano and sometimes they seemed like the weirdest and most awkward couple, but they managed to keep things interesting. But with good times, also come bad times. Nana was getting quite jealous of the girl at school who Yano would always find himself doing things for, and would even drop his plans with Nana to go and tend to what she needed and make sure that everything was okay with her. He even almost had sex with her, but couldn't bring himself to do it because it just didn't feel right. Well, him and Nana had made plans to make love with each other...which ended in him not even showing up. He left Nana standing in the cold by herself crying, because he also didn't show up. His best friend went and got her and walked her home. To be honest, I totally thought it was Yano when I was watching, but when she looked up and saw him I was like no freaking way. I was so angry at Yano. I couldn't find it in my heart to forgive the things that he had done to Nana. It was like he didn't even care about her, but I knew that he did...I just couldn't bring myself to forgive him. I knew that she couldn't either. Just watching her stand there in the cold all tearie eyed and crying...It broke my heart and I too broke out into tears. What else is a girl to do right. Well, after having nothing but continuous problems, Yano comes to Nana and tells her that he is leaving. I believe he said that he was going to go to school somewhere else and said good-bye to her. The doors to the train closed and started moving. Nana was running after it, but there was only so far that she could run. I was so sad for Nana. Even though I didn't really like her that much, I wanted her to be with him more than anything. I really liked seeing them together and seeing her all happy and things...I watched this video that best suits this whole story. It's one of my favorite songs and I have watched the video at least a million times in a row because it is just that good. It will truly bring tears to your eyes and make you really sad but you just can't get the full effect of the show until you have watched the video.
Bokura Ga Ita AMV: What if it makes you sad?
This is a total must watch.
I have watched this show 2 times already haha. Everyone, if your reading this, you need to see this show. Your going to miss out on a very good anime if you don't!!! There's not much more that I can say about this anime really. Its just amazing and its a chic flic so I wouldn't recommend it for men. It's more for couples.

I can't tell you how many times I have felt the way that Nana has felt though. I think that at least everyone that has been in a relationship has wondered the same thing that Nana was wondering. Why? Everything was so perfect? I totally understand and I for one think that is why this is such a good anime because people can understand the character because she is just like any regular person with regular problems just like you and me. I can't begin to tell you how many times I wished things could just go back to being the happy days that came with being in a relationship...but as time goes by, those days seem to fly further and further away, until all of a sudden, it's nothing more than a dream. Then you wonder, what happened to forever? What happened to us?

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Now Im sure that many people have watched this and I know 100% hands down that this is a show that everyone must see no matter what. If you don't see this show...something is wrong with you...really. I have been fortunate enough to watch this beginning to end. Everyday me and my sisters would crowd around the tv screen watching to see what was going to happen. I do have to say that in the beginning of course I wasn't rooting for the bad guys. The bad guys were all just to ugly so of course I went with Katara...but soon after I started getting really tired of her being so lame and weak and just not helpful at all. I was like what the heck Katara...What are you doing. She was always trying to run around like she was all that but...in reality...she was just another one of those characters that just urked my nerves for some reason. Toph was pretty cool. I loved her through the entire show. She could do pretty much everything and couldn't even see. How awesome is that!!! The storyline in the show keeps you wanting to watch it for days. I was sad when it went off to tell you the truth because I was ready to see what would happen next time. The show to me didn't get really really REALLY good until the characters were older and more mature. Why? I will totally get to that in one minute.
So when they are older, they are a lot more mature. They look way better, and well...Zuko is just hot!!! I looked at him and said OMG HE IS SO FINE!!!! Come on now ladies. Tell me that's not what you were thinking. Then I looked at everyone else and said man, this is pretty cool. The older part of this show focuses mainly on love and things like that. It also brings everyone together too. That is something that the show had lacked in otherwise. Everyone knew that Katara would end up liking Aang, but they never showed any signs of things like that until they were older. Things were better, the attributes they used were better, and just the whole show in general was better. Zuko was the one person that changed tremendously.


How about that. You take a bald ugly guy with a scar and add a bit of hair and what do you get!? A sexy man with a scar. Every last girl fell in love with him im so sure. Especially the part where they were playing volleyball right!? That's one thing I was waiting for...AND MISSED!!! It happened so suddenly too. I was sitting there right in the front of the tv like I usually am watching Avatar when they started playing and having fun. Everyone was so anxious for Zuko to take off his shirt and as soon as he did and sparkles were flying and he was looking all sexy about to catch or hit the ball....a baby was in the screen...MY LITTLE SISTER WAS STANDING BETWEEN ME AND ZUKO WITHOUT A SHIRT!!!! I quickly pushed her out of the way of the tv so that me and the rest of my siblings wouldn't miss the one thing we had been waiting for....and we...missed...it all....I wanted to cry. Everyone was upset...but none as upset as I was about missing that scene...But we got another chance to see it because there was a repeat. And guess what!? Our dream was about to come true. We were only seconds away from seeing him sparkle without a shirt when....THE BABY WAS BACK IN FRONT OF THE SCREEN!!! We pushed her out of the way desperate not to miss this scene again...only to find out that we had missed it...AGAIN!!! We were in tears and didn't want to finish watching the episode that we had already watched knowing that we had once again missed our only chance at seeing that scene. Tears of defeat went down our face as we walked out of the room...We never got the chance to see that episode again...sure...we could have seen it on youtube or something. But it wouldn't have been the same. Everyone came to school talking about that one part of the show...the one part that we never got the chance to see and fall over all girly like...sigh....

Look at how AWESOME that is...sigh...why me. Anyway though. I totally recommend this, just as anyone in their right mind would. Its something that will keep you wanting more everytime you see it and keep you in front of the tv for sure. If your ready for the fun and awesome things this show will have you doing, such as trying to do the poses and pretending that you can waterbend as everyone else on the show and shoot fire from your hands, then totally watch this and just go out and have fun.